a place where i fit

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a notebook for what came through anyway

extension

“If I agree, I’m autonomous.If I disagree, I’m influenced.” — unknown The only echo chamber where I exist, built around you, is the closed cell prison of a heart you renovated and placed me in, against my will. I complain, exclaim, “you’re hurting me!”. You tell me, “‘You’ is not me. ‘You’ is her, or — read more

Feb 3, 2026
comedy

if you don’t wait for the laughif you don’t laugh immediately after —eitheror togetherit’s not ‘just a joke’if it’s not an endearing but poorly timedhumoring attempt during an argumentit’s not a jokeif it’s only said to hurtor prove a point, without a pointit’s not a jokenot to me —maybe for youI’m the jokemaybeyour disdainis the — read more

Feb 2, 2026
synergistic

oh my god, that’s twice today stop stopping me from sabotaging everything it’s like… causing me to grow…and you don’t even know you’re doing itdon’t stop. ever. — read more

Feb 1, 2026
echo

i am your case ofbe careful what you wish for you’re my case ofget what i give forlove, love, love — read more

Feb 1, 2026
distance

part 1 I left a glass house built on a beach, to go find fertile land and build a shack for two. I’d like to call it a cabin or home but the structure isn’t living up to that. Not yet. Hope can’t count on intention. Hammers can’t secure nails where only holes are left. — read more

Jan 31, 2026
prism

https://suno.com/s/JlB0h8fVX485ZvtU I don’t think I’m askingFor what you said you can’t giveMaybe I am?I don’t know what to doI know I want youPrisms split apartYour silences your wordsI come alive, I worry againfull spectrum of my feelingsI’m confused by your signal fractured into frequenciesI can’t stabilizeI can’t defineCan you help me tune to youAre we — read more

Jan 31, 2026
witness

they like to ask you to consider“what would little you think of you, today?”I don’t need to consider.since that little kid is meI am every age at all times except the next second waiting in line1,261,270,000 and countingversions of me I’ve layered into my beingchasing a second step that might changeeverythingnever doeswhen I run away — read more

Jan 30, 2026
rest

tonight, you helped me tune to you. beautiful. wonderful. comfortable.you. — read more

Jan 29, 2026
free

we wanted time after distanceso we could remember everythinginstead we borrowed timethere’s nothing to rememberonly debt to our heartsfor thinkingdreaming came free https://suno.com/s/vKLxgbT4TlhgyPMO Lyrics based on poem above:I love building dreams with youNever promised but hope infused It all seems possibleseems trueWe still belong to each otherStill cherished as hopeful loversbut…Will we arrive to the — read more

Jan 29, 2026
pizza

universe, you’re funny. i wrote that last post, hit ‘schedule’ as I do. suddenly, a call incoming. just as i’m sinking. pizza to save a life? sounds pretty sweet. can we agree, next time, just offer some clarity? Instead of calories. — read more

Jan 28, 2026

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